
The Head of Christ
on the Shroud of Turin
(Below follow
excerpts from the Passion of Christ, as they relate
to this homily, as recorded in Chapters 26-28 of St.
Matthew's Gospel)
. . .
Then one of the Twelve, who was called Judas
Iscariot, went to the chief priests and said, "What
are you willing to give me if I hand him over to
you?" They paid him thirty pieces of silver, and
from that time on he looked for an opportunity to
hand him over.
. . .
And while they
were eating, he said, "Amen, I say to you, one of
you will betray me."
Deeply distressed at this, they began to say to him
one after another, "Surely it is not I, Lord?"
He said in reply, "He who has dipped his hand into
the dish with me is the one who will betray me. The
Son of Man indeed goes, as it is written of him, but
woe to that man by whom the Son of Man is betrayed.
It would be better for that man if he had never been
born."
Then Judas, his betrayer, said in reply, "Surely it
is not I, Rabbi?" He answered, "You have said so."
. . .
Then, after
singing a hymn, they went out to the Mount of
Olives.
Then Jesus said to them, "This night all of you will
have your faith in me shaken, for it is written: 'I
will strike the shepherd, and the sheep of the flock
will be dispersed'; but after I have been raised up,
I shall go before you to Galilee."
Peter said to him in reply, "Though all may have
their faith in you shaken, mine will never be."
Jesus said to him, "Amen, I say to you, this very
night before the cock crows, you will deny me three
times."
Peter said to him, "Even though I should have to die
with you, I will not deny you." And all the
disciples spoke likewise.
Then Jesus came with them to a place called
Gethsemane, and he said to his disciples, "Sit here
while I go over there and pray." He took along Peter
and the two sons of Zebedee, and began to feel
sorrow and distress. Then he said to them, "My soul
is sorrowful even to death. Remain here and keep
watch with me." He advanced a little and fell
prostrate in prayer, saying, "My Father, if it is
possible, let this cup pass from me; yet, not as I
will, but as you will."
When he returned to his disciples he found them
asleep. He said to Peter, "So you could not keep
watch with me for one hour? Watch and pray that you
may not undergo the test. The spirit is willing, but
the flesh is weak."
Withdrawing a second time, he prayed again, "My
Father, if it is not possible that this cup pass
without my drinking it, your will be done!" Then he
returned once more and found them asleep, for they
could not keep their eyes open. He left them and
withdrew again and prayed a third time, saying the
same thing again.
Then he returned to his disciples and said to them,
"Are you still sleeping and taking your rest?
Behold, the hour is at hand when the Son of Man is
to be handed over to sinners. Get up, let us go.
Look, my betrayer is at hand."
While he was still speaking, Judas, one of the
Twelve, arrived, accompanied by a large crowd, with
swords and clubs, who had come from the chief
priests and the elders of the people.
His betrayer had arranged a sign with them, saying,
"The man I shall kiss is the one; arrest him."
Immediately he went over to Jesus and said, "Hail,
Rabbi!" and he kissed him.
Jesus answered him, "Friend, do what you have come
for." Then stepping forward they laid hands on Jesus
and arrested him.
. . .
Then all the
disciples left him and fled.
Those who had arrested Jesus led him away to
Caiaphas the high priest, where the scribes and the
elders were assembled.
Peter was following him at a distance as far as the
high priest's courtyard, and going inside he sat
down with the servants to see the outcome.
. . .
They said in
reply, "He deserves to die!" Then they spat in his
face and struck him, while some slapped him, saying,
"Prophesy for us, Messiah: who is it that struck
you?"
Now Peter was sitting outside in the courtyard. One
of the maids came over to him and said, "You too
were with Jesus the Galilean." But he denied it in
front of everyone, saying, "I do not know what you
are talking about!" As he went out to the gate,
another girl saw him and said to those who were
there, "This man was with Jesus the Nazorean." Again
he denied it with an oath, "I do not know the man!"
A little later the bystanders came over and said to
Peter, "Surely you too are one of them; even your
speech gives you away." At that he began to curse
and to swear, "I do not know the man." And
immediately a cock crowed. Then Peter remembered the
word that Jesus had spoken: "Before the cock crows
you will deny me three times." He went out and began
to weep bitterly.
When it was morning, all the chief priests and the
elders of the people took counsel against Jesus to
put him to death.
They bound him, led him away, and handed him over to
Pilate, the governor. Then Judas, his betrayer,
seeing that Jesus had been condemned, deeply
regretted what he had done. He returned the thirty
pieces of silver to the chief priests and elders,
saying, "I have sinned in betraying innocent blood."
They said, "What is that to us? Look to it
yourself." Flinging the money into the temple, he
departed and went off and hanged himself.
. . .
Now on the
occasion of the feast the governor was accustomed to
release to the crowd one prisoner whom they wished.
And at that time they had a notorious prisoner
called (Jesus) Barabbas. So when they had assembled,
Pilate said to them, "Which one do you want me to
release to you, (Jesus) Barabbas, or Jesus called
Messiah?" For he knew that it was out of envy that
they had handed him over.
. . .
The chief
priests and the elders persuaded the crowds to ask
for Barabbas but to destroy Jesus.
The governor said to them in reply, "Which of the
two do you want me to release to you?" They
answered, "Barabbas!" Pilate said to them, "Then
what shall I do with Jesus called Messiah?" They all
said, "Let him be crucified!"
. . .
Then he
released Barabbas to them, but after he had Jesus
scourged, he handed him over to be crucified.
Then the soldiers of the governor took Jesus inside
the praetorium and gathered the whole cohort around
him. They stripped off his clothes and threw a
scarlet military cloak about him.
Weaving a crown out of thorns, they placed it on his
head, and a reed in his right hand. And kneeling
before him, they mocked him, saying, "Hail, King of
the Jews!" They spat upon him and took the reed and
kept striking him on the head. And when they had
mocked him, they stripped him of the cloak, dressed
him in his own clothes, and led him off to crucify
him.
. . .
After they had
crucified him, they divided his garments by casting
lots; then they sat down and kept watch over him
there.
. . .
From noon
onward, darkness came over the whole land until
three in the afternoon. And about three o'clock
Jesus cried out in a loud voice, "Eli, Eli, lema
sabachthani?" which means, "My God, my God, why have
you forsaken me?"
. . .
But Jesus cried
out again in a loud voice, and gave up his spirit.
And behold, the veil of the sanctuary was torn in
two from top to bottom. The earth quaked, rocks were
split, tombs were opened, and the bodies of many
saints who had fallen asleep were raised. And coming
forth from their tombs after his resurrection, they
entered the holy city and appeared to many.
. . .

"Repent and believe the Good News!"
Penance means conversion. The Confraternity of
Penitents is a world wide private Catholic
association of the faithful, completely loyal to our
Pope and the Magisterium.
Our Rule of Life has been reviewed by our bishop and
recognized in these words: "this Rule does not
contain anything contrary to our faith; therefore it
may be safely practiced privately by you or by
anyone inclined to do so. . . . His Excellency
is appreciative of your efforts to live and promote
Franciscan spirituality and especially promote the
neglected practice of penance and he wishes you
success" (January 30, 1998).
Members of the Confraternity of Penitents live this
Rule in their own homes, devoted to prayer, penance,
fasting, conversion, and works of mercy modeled on
Jesus Christ and inspired by the lives and teachings
of
St. Francis,
St. Dominic,
St. Therese,
St. Benedict,
St. Augustine,
St. Ignatius,
and all the saints, most especially Mary, the Mother
of God, who lived a life of true penance
(conversion) in perfect union with our Lord.
May Our Lady and all the saints intercede for all
who wish to embrace a life of penance, anywhere in
the world, so that the grace of God will assist them
to obtain every virtue necessary for a life of
holiness and surrender to the Will of God! Amen.
PRAYER OF PENITENTS
"Most High, Glorious God, enlighten the darkness
of my mind, give me right faith, a firm hope and
perfect charity, so that I may always and in all
things act according to Your Holy Will. Amen."
(Saint Francis's prayer before the San Damiano
Crucifix)
MISSION OF PENITENTS
"Go and repair My House
which, as you can see, is falling into ruin." (The
message given to St. Francis in a voice from the San
Damiano Crucifix.)
ACTION OF PENITENTS
To pray for God's
specific direction in one's life so that, through
humbly living our Rule of Life, each penitent may
help to rebuild the house of God by bringing love of
God and neighbor to his or her own corner of the
world.
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PASSION OF CHRIST, CONVERSION OF
HEART
3rd Lenten Sermon Given to
Pontifical Household
Father Raniero Cantalamessa.
A translation of the second Lenten
sermon preached before Benedict XVI and the Roman
Curia, by Capuchin Father Raniero Cantalamessa,
preacher to the Pontifical Household.
* * *
"The Rocks Were Split"
1. The Passion and the Shroud
Christ's passion is the subject most addressed in
Western art. Suffice it to think of the innumerable
representations, in painting and sculpture, of Jesus
in Gethsemane, the "Ecce Homo," the crucifixion, the
famous depositions from the cross, called "pietà"
and, in the German world, "Vesperbild." In our
secularized world, art remains one of the forms of
evangelization which even penetrates realms closed
to all other forms of proclamation. I met a Japanese
girl who converted and received baptism [after]
studying art in Florence.
No artistic representation of the Passion, however,
has exercised and still exercises a fascination like
that of the shroud. It matters not, from our point
of view, to know whether or not the shroud is
"authentic," if the image was formed naturally or
artificially, if it is only an icon or also a relic.
What is certain is that it is the most solemn and
sublime representation of death that the human eye
has ever contemplated. If a God can die, this is the
least inadequate way to represent his death to us.
The closed eyelids, the lips together, the composed
features of the face: More than a dead person, it
all makes one think of a man immersed in profound
and silent meditation. It seems like the translation
in images of the ancient antiphon of Holy Saturday:
"Caro mea requiescet in spe," "my body too will rest
secure." Even the former homily on Holy Saturday
that is read in the office of readings acquires a
particular force read before the shroud: "What
happened? Today on earth, there is great silence,
great silence and solitude. Great silence because
the King sleeps.…"[1]
Theology tells us that at his death Christ's soul
separated from his body as it does in every man who
dies, but his divinity remained united both to his
soul as well as to his body. The shroud is the most
perfect representation of this Christological
mystery. That body was separated from the soul, but
not from the divinity. There is something divine
that moves over the martyred face, full of majesty,
of the Christ of the shroud.
To perceive it, suffice it to compare the shroud
with other representations of the dead Christ made
by the hand of human artists, for example Mantegna's
dead Christ, and even more so that of Holbein the
Younger, in the Museums of Basel, which represents
the body of Christ in all the rigidity of death and
the incipient decomposition of the members. Before
this image, Dostoyevsky, who contemplated it at
length on one of his trips, said that one can easily
lose one's faith;[2] before the shroud, on the
contrary, faith may be found, or found again if it
has been lost.
Christ's face of the shroud is like a boundary, a
wall that separates two worlds: the world of men
full of agitation, violence and sin and the world of
God inaccessible to evil. It is a shore on which all
waves break. As if, in Christ, God says to the force
of evil what the book of Job says to the ocean:
"Thus far shall you come, and no farther, and here
shall your proud waves be stayed" (Job 38:11).
Before the shroud we can pray like this: "Lord, make
me your shroud. When, again descending from the
cross, you come to me in the sacrament of your body
and blood, may I wrap you with my faith and love as
in a shroud, so that your features are imprinted on
my soul and also leave on it an indelible trace.
Lord, make of the coarse and crude cloth of my
humanity our shroud!"
2. The Passion of the Savior's Soul
In this meditation, we go ideally to Calvary. The
evangelists sum up the most overwhelming event of
the history of the world in three words: "and they
crucified him" (Mark and Matthew), "there they
crucified him" (Luke), "to crucify him" (John). The
readers they were addressing knew well what these
words meant; we do not. We must deduce it from other
sources. These also, however, are strangely
reticent; the torture of the cross was considered so
horrifying that it had to be kept far away, in
Cicero's words, "not only from the eyes, but also
from the ears of a Roman citizen."[3] It should not
be spoken about by genteel people.
The condemned one could be bound by cords on the
wrists or fixed with nails to the cross. Mention of
the wounds to the hands and feet of the risen one
tells us that for Jesus the second way was adopted
and one can easily imagine the torture that this
entailed.
Several theories have been proposed about the
immediate physical cause of Jesus' death: heart
attack, suffocation; the most recent indicates
dehydration and the loss of blood as the most
plausible medical explanation of Christ's death.
But far more profound and painful than the passion
of the body was that of Christ's soul. The latter
had several causes. The first was solitude. The
Gospels insist much on the progressive abandonment
of Jesus in his passion: by the crowds, by the
disciples and finally by the Father himself. "You
will leave me alone" (John 16:32); "Then all the
disciples forsook him and fled" (Matthew 26:56; Mark
14:50).
Christ's solitude is impressive above all in the
episode of Gethsemane, when he seeks repeatedly and
in vain for some one to be close to him. To express
the anguish of this moment, Mark and Matthew use the
verb "ademonein." In Greek we know that the letter
"a" at the beginning of a word indicates absence,
privation; "demonein" has the same root as demos,
people, and of democracy. The underlying idea then
is that of a man cut off from human society, prey to
a kind of solitary terror, as some one who finds
himself projected in a remote point of the universe
where, if he cries out, his voice is lost in an icy
void.
Solitude reaches its culmination on the cross when
Jesus, in his humanity, feels abandoned even by the
Father: "My God, my God, why hast Thou forsaken me?"
This was not a cry of dejection or despair, as has
sometimes been thought. If the evangelists thought
this, they would not have made the Roman centurion's
confession of faith depend on it: "Truly this was
the Son of God!" (Matthew 27:54; Mark 15:39).
Nothing however prevents one from thinking that the
evangelists had interpreted Jesus' cry in the light
of the quoted psalm, as expression of the extreme
solitude and abandonment that Jesus experienced at
this moment in his humanity.[4]
That which the Apostle Paul assumes as the greatest
renunciation and suffering possible to the world, "I
could wish that I myself were accursed and cut off
from Christ for the sake of my brethren, my kinsmen
by race" (cf. Romans 9:1), Christ, in fact,
experienced this with respect of God. He became the
atheist, the one without God, so that men might
return to God. There is, in fact, an active atheism,
culpable, which consists in rejecting God, and there
is a passive atheism, of punishment and expiation,
which consists in being rejected or feeling
rejected, by God. One must question the mystics who
shared a small part of the dark night of Christ --
the last among them Mother Teresa of Calcutta -- to
know how painful this form of atheism is.
Another aspect of the interior passion of Christ was
humiliation and contempt. "He was despised and
rejected by men. He was oppressed, and he was
afflicted, yet he opened not his mouth" (Isaiah
53:3-7). So predicted Isaiah, and so it happened.
From the moment of the arrest until under the cross
it was a crescendo of contempt, insults and mockery
surrounding the person of Christ. "They clothed him
in a purple cloak, and plaiting a crown of thorns
they put it on him. And they began to salute him,
'Hail, King of the Jews!' And they struck his head
with a reed, and spat upon him, and they knelt down
in homage to him. And when they had mocked him, they
stripped him of the purple cloak, and put his own
clothes on him. And they led him out to crucify him"
(Mark 15:17-20). Under the cross, "the chief
priests, with the scribes and elders, mocked him,
saying: 'He saved others; he cannot save himself'"
(Matthew 27:41ff.). Jesus is defeated. All the
innumerable "defeated" of life have someone who can
understand and help them.
But the passion of the Savior's soul has an even
deeper cause than solitude and humiliation. In
Gethsemane he prays that the cup be removed from him
(cf. Mark 14:36). In the Bible, the image of the cup
evokes almost always the idea of the wrath of God
against sin (cf. Isaiah 51:22; Psalm 75:9;
Revelation 14:10).
At the beginning of the letter, St. Paul establishes
a fact which has the value of a universal principle:
"The wrath of God is revealed from heaven against
all ungodliness" (Romans 1:18). Where there is sin,
one cannot fail to note the judgment of God against
it, otherwise God would compromise with sin and the
distinction itself between good and evil would fail.
God's wrath is the same thing as his holiness. Now,
Jesus in Gethsemane is ungodliness, all the
ungodliness of the world. He, writes the Apostle, is
the man "made sin" (2 Corinthians 5:21). It is
against him that the wrath of God "is revealed." The
infinite attraction that there is from eternity
between the Father and the Son is now run through by
an equally infinite repulsion between the holiness
of God and the malice of sin and this is "to drink
the cup."
3. "Is it I, Master?
Now is the moment to pass from contemplation of the
passion to our response to it. I pointed out at the
beginning the role played by art in addressing the
passion of Christ. Next to painting and sculpture,
with gratitude we must also remember music. For many
people, within and outside of Christianity, Bach's
"Passion according to St. Matthew" is the only means
of knowledge of the passion of Christ. A means
before which it is difficult to remain altogether
neutral and detached. Alternated in the account of
the facts (recitatives) is meditation (the arias)
prayer (choral) the impulse of the heart; all that
penetrates in the senses and the soul by the
suggestion of a music which reaches here one of its
most sublime heights.
In view of these meditations, I wanted to hear again
Bach's "Passion" according to St. Matthew; it was a
moment that moved me profoundly. At the announcement
of the betrayal, all the apostles asked Jesus: "Is
it I, Lord?" However, before having us hear Christ's
response, annulling all distance between the event
and its commemoration, the composer makes today's
devout Christian intervene who cries out his
confession: "Yes, it is I, I am the traitor!"
This interpretation is profoundly biblical. The
kerygma, or announcement, of the Passion is always
made up of two elements: a fact -- "suffered,"
"died"; the motivation of the event -- "for us,"
"for our trespasses." He was put to death, says the
Apostle, "for our trespasses" (Romans 4:25); died
"for the ungodly," he died "for us" (Romans 5:6-8).
It is always like this.
The Passion inevitably remains extraneous to us,
unless we enter into it through that little narrow
door of the "for us." Only he truly knows the
Passion who acknowledges that it is also his work.
Without this, the rest is digression. I am Judas who
betrays, Peter who denies, the crowd that shouts, "Barabbas
not him!" Every time I have preferred my
satisfaction, my convenience, my honor to Christ's
this has occurred. In a memorable talk for Good
Friday, Don Primo Mazzolari was not wrong to speak
of "our brother Judas."
If Christ died "for me" and "for my trespasses,"
then it means -- simply returning the phrase to the
active -- that I killed Jesus of Nazareth, that my
trespasses crushed him. It is what Peter proclaims
forcefully to the three thousand listeners, the day
of Pentecost: "You killed Jesus of Nazareth!" "You
denied the Holy and Righteous One!" (cf. Acts 2:23;
3:14).
Those three thousand were not all present on Calvary
to hammer the nails or before Pilate to ask that he
be crucified. They could have protested, instead,
they accepted the accusation and said to the
apostles: "Brethren, what shall we do?" (Acts 2:37).
The Holy Spirit had "convinced them of sin," making
them engage in simple reasoning: If the Messiah is
dead for the sins of his people and I have committed
a sin, I have killed the Messiah.
It is written that at the moment of Christ's death
"the curtain of the temple was torn in two, from top
to bottom; and the earth shook, and the rocks were
split; the tombs also were opened, and many bodies
of the saints who had fallen asleep were raised"
(Matthew 27:51ff.). An apocalyptic explanation --
symbolic language to describe the eschatological
event -- is usually given of these signs, but they
also have a parenthetic meaning: indicating what
should occur in the heart of the one who reads and
meditates on the passion of Christ. St. Leo the
Great writes: "Human nature trembles before the
Redeemer's torture, the rocks of unfaithful hearts
are split and those that were closed in the
sepulchers of their mortality emerge, lifting the
stone that weighed down on them."[5]
We have arrived at the point in which we must gather
the fruit of the whole of our meditation on the
Passion. The Bible has explained the profound
meaning of the word metanoia, conversion, as a
change of heart: "Create in me, O God, a new heart,"
"rend your hearts and not your garments" (Joel
2:13). Also the conversion of the crowd that heard
Peter's talk is expressed through the image of the
heart: "They were cut to the heart" (Acts 2:37).
Every conversion implies a movement, a passing from
one state to another, from one point of departure to
a point of arrival. The point of departure, a state
from which one must come out is for Scripture that
of the hardness of heart. "I gave them over to their
stubborn hearts, to follow their own counsels"
(Psalm 80:13), "For your hardness of heart Moses
allowed you to divorce your wives" (Matthew 19:8),
"grieved at their hardness of heart" (Mark 3:5), "by
your hard and impenitent heart you are storing up
wrath for yourself" (Romans 2:5).
In the whole Bible, but especially in the New
Testament, the heart indicates the seat of the
interior life, as opposed to the outward appearance:
"man looks on the outward appearance, but the Lord
looks on the heart" (1 Samuel 16:7). The heart is
man's most profound I, his very person, in
particular, his intelligence and will. It is the
center of the religious life, the point in which God
addresses man and man decides his response to God.
One now understands what hardness of heart
represents for Scripture: the refusal to submit to
God, to love him with one's whole heart, to obey his
law. The term "sclerocardia," invented by the Bible,
is significant. A hard heart is a sclerosed heart,
felted up, impermeable to any form of love that is
not love of self. The images used by Scripture are
those of the "heart of stone" (Ezekiel 36:26), of
the "uncircumcized heart" (Jeremiah 9:26), and of
stubbornness (Deuteronomy 31:27).
The term "ad quem," or the point of arrival of the
conversion is described, coherently, with the images
of the contrite, wounded, lacerated, circumcised
heart, of the heart of flesh, of the new heart: "The
sacrifice acceptable to God is a broken spirit; a
broken and contrite heart, O God, thou wilt not
despise (Psalm 51:19); "this is the man to whom I
will look, he that is humble and contrite in spirit,
and trembles at my word" (Isaiah 66:2); "we may be
heard with a contrite heart and a humbled spirit"
(Deuteronomy 3:39).
4. "I stand at the door and knock"
Let us now attempt to understand how this change of
heart is brought about.
We must distinguish two situations. When it is a
question of the first conversion, from incredulity
to faith, or from sin to grace, Christ is outside
and knocks on the walls of the heart to enter, when
it is a question of successive conversions, from one
state of grace to a higher one, from lukewarmness to
fervor, the opposite occurs: Christ is within and
knocks on the walls of the heart to come out!
I will explain. In baptism we received the Spirit of
Christ; that remains in us as in his temple (1
Corinthians 3:16), so long as he is not chased out
by mortal sin. But it can happen that this Spirit
ends up by being as though imprisoned and walled in
by a heart of stone that is formed around it. It has
no possibility to expand and permeate with himself
the faculties, factions and sentiments of the
person. When we read Christ's phrase in Revelation:
"Behold, I stand at the door and knock" (Revelation
3:20), we should understand that he does not knock
from outside, but from within; he does not wish to
enter but to come out.
The Apostle says that Christ must be "formed" in us
(Galatians 4:19), namely, develop and receive his
full form; and this development is impeded by the
heart of stone. Sometimes large trees are seen on
the sides of the streets (in Rome they are generally
pines), whose roots, imprisoned by the asphalt,
struggle to expand, raising parts of the cement
itself. This is how we should imagine the Kingdom of
God within us: a seed destined to become a majestic
tree on which the birds of heaven rest, but which
makes it difficult to develop because of the
resistance of our egoism.
There are obviously different degrees in this
situation. In the majority of souls committed to a
spiritual path, Christ is not imprisoned in a
breastplate but, so to speak, in guarded freedom. He
is free to move, but within very precise limits.
This occurs when he is tacitly made to understand
what he can and cannot ask of us. Prayer yes, but
not so as to compromise our sleep, rest, healthy
information; obedience yes, but he must not abuse
our availability; chastity yes, but not to the point
of depriving us of some relaxed show, though
impudent. In sum, the use of half measures.
In the history of holiness, the most famous example
of the first conversion, that from sin to grace, is
St. Augustine; the most instructive example of the
second conversion, that from lukewarmness to fervor,
is St. Teresa of Avila. It might be that what she
says of herself in her life is exaggerated and
dictated by the delicacy of her conscience, but it
might serve us for a useful examination of
conscience.
"Well that is how I began, from pastime to pastime,
from vanity to vanity, from occasion to occasion, to
go so far on very great occasions and pervert my
soul in many vanities. The things of God made me
very content but I was bound by those of the world.
It seems that I wished to reconcile these two
opposites -- so inimical one to the other -- as are
spiritual life and sensuous joys, tastes and
pastimes."
The result of this state was a profound unhappiness,
in which we might also recognize our own: "I spent
almost twenty years in this tempestuous sea, with
these falls and with raising myself up and badly --
as I would fall again -- and in a life so low in
perfection, in which I paid virtually no attention
to venial sins, and the mortal ones, though I feared
them, but not as I should, as I did not remove
myself from the dangers. I can say that it was one
of the most painful lives that I believe one could
imagine, because I neither enjoyed God nor brought
happiness to the world. When I was in worldly joys,
to remember what I owed God was painful for me; when
I was with God, worldly pastimes disturbed me."[6]
It was, in fact, contemplation of the Passion that
gave Teresa the decisive impulse to change. This is
how the saint describes the moment of her
"conversion": "It happened to me, entering the
oratory one day, I saw an image that I had taken
there to put away, which had been found for a
celebration at home. It was of a very wounded Christ
and so devout that, on looking at it, I was so
distressed to see him like that, because it
represented well what he went through for us. I felt
so much how badly I had thanked him for those
wounds, that I thought my heart was breaking and I
threw myself next to Him with very great shedding of
tears, begging him to strengthen me once and for all
so as not to offend him. I told him I would not rise
from there until he did what I implored him. I think
it did me good, because I have improved much since
then."[7] Today we know to what point she improved!
5, "Far be it from me to glory ..."
It is written that, on that day, the multitudes
"when they saw what had taken place, returned home
beating their breasts" (Luke 23:48). We want to do
this also, returning to our work after being with
Jesus on Calvary. Once we have passed through our
little spiritual "earthquake," we see the sign of
the cross and death of Christ change completely:
from the chapter of accusation and reason for fear
and sadness, to its transformation into a reason for
joy and security. The "propter nos," because of us,
is transformed into "pro nobis," in our favor. The
cross now appears as honor and glory, that is, in
Pauline language, as joyful security accompanied by
overwhelming gratitude, to which man rises in faith
and which is expressed in praise and thanksgiving.
We can open ourselves without fear to that joyful
and pneumatic dimension in which the cross no longer
appears as "folly and scandal," but, on the
contrary, as "strength of God and wisdom of God." We
can make of it our reason for unbreakable certainty,
supreme proof of the love of God for us,
inexhaustible topic of proclamation and, without any
arrogance at all, but with profound humility, say
with the Apostle: "But far be it from me to glory
except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ!"
(Galatians 6:14).
At a time when in several places pressure is being
exerted to remove the crucifix from classrooms and
public places, we, Christians, must fix it more than
ever to the walls of our hearts. We began this
meditation asking Jesus to make his shroud in our
souls. We ask Mary to help us to fulfill this
program with the words of the Stabat Mater: "Sancta
Mater, istud agas, / crucifixi fige plagas / cordi
meo valide": "O Holy Mother, make the wounds of the
Crucified One be engraved in my heart."
[1] "Antica Omelia sul Sabato Santo" (PG 43, 439
f.).
[2] F. Dostoyevsky, "The Idiot," Part II, iv.
[3] Cf. Cicero, "Pro Rabirio" 5, 16.
[4] Cf. R. Brown, "The Death of the Messiah," II, p.
1051.
[5] St. Leo the Great, "Sermo" 66, 3(PL 54, 366).
[6] St. Teresa of Avila, "Life," chapters 7-8.
[7] Ibid., 9, 1-3.
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